Viewers

Ok, so from my counter i see I have over 1000 views now. Even if I did just set this up as a form of 'letting it out' I had hoped some would have posted comments by now. Just wanna know who is visiting and reading. Don't care who you are and where you are from. Even what your thoughts are.

My posts

I know my few last posts have been in the form of (kinda) poems. I just find it easier, as thoughts go through my mind, to post this way. Just hate waffling on when it seems to get to the point quicker and easier.

Worried.....

I keep asking,
but apparently you are fine.
Well you are not!
I don't know what to do or say.
Perhaps nothing.
Maybe it IS just me.
I can't help it.

Sometimes you make wanna cry.
sometimes.
I know I should talk about it,
but it's difficult.
Just easier to ignore,
Sometimes.

I need to talk,
I need to show.
I will.
Just give me time.

How long?

Was lying there thinking about how long I've got until I finally snap. You see and hear about these peole who one just think 'fuck it' and go off on some made one. Once again my life is filled with aload of shit going off. My job, my friends, my lack of love life, me! All very well to keep saying move on, but where? How? What?

I came close to breaking down and booing twice at work last week. That's how bad it is and how shit I feel. Tried to block it all out on Friday, but I knew that the answer was definately not at the bottom of a few Stell glasses! Just made me feel and think worse. Think I need help. SHIT!

Caring

I'm scared to show how much I care,
Incase it's taken wrongly.
I know it's not a weakness,
But sometimes it doesn't seem right.
Well I do.
Maybe you need to know it.

I'm sorry....

Been lying in bed with stuff going through my mind. Wrote some stuff down but noww need to put them here....

I'm sorry!
How many times have I said that?
How many more will I say it?
But I am!

My actions and words come first,
My thoughts later

Please don't hate me,
It's all just an act.
I can be a good person,
I am a good person.