Up?

And so I start the process again. The long struggle back up. Think I'm definately ready. Not a start over but a fresh new approach to old problems and situations. It's been done before and I can do it again. Enough of the wallowing, the whining, moaning, whinging. Time to look up. I see it all up there, like a bright light, just gotta keep at it and reach it. Will take time but it'll be worth it.....I hope.....nope none of that.....IT WILL BE! Gotta figure some shit out first, poss look at the people around me, but should be all good. Need to see stuff and people for what they are not what I want or expect them to be. Please let me continue up.......