Oh Life.....

Why is life so complicated?
It is definately a test.
You think you're doing right
Then after it seems so wrong.

The ones you want to be with,
Never seem to want to be there to.
Am I that bad? Paranoia setting in,
Wish my brain would just shut down.

The days pass by,
Saturday once more.
Where have I been? What have I done?
It's starting to blur.

I should be happy,
sure there's others worse off.
There's things missing
I must explore and find them.

I'm sorry blog,
You were not made for all this,
but i need to let it out somehow.
I'm gald you are here to assist.