Got no title....

Not put anything here for a bit. Don't wanna keep putting negative stuff, but then when I'm happy don't usually sit here and think to much.

Just wish I was more understood and friends maybe understood me more. Maybe if I talked more it would help, but feel that none fully undersrtand what I'm going through and can't see it from my side. I don't know where to go, who to turn to or what to do anymore. Getting fed-up and feel I need to be around people who would understand amd have been or are going through what I am. I've tried looking for groups and stuff to do but it all seems to be at the wrong times, wrong age, a bit seedy or secret. Just don't know. Really getting me down and taking it out on the wrong people, as usual!

Another thing is that people always say I need to talk more, reveal more of myself and my feelings. I try, but never really succeed. Just feel that although they do this they are never really telling me things and sometimes are being just as bad. I think helping friends helps me to be more realaxed and trustful. No idea?