Different mind?
Sometimes I think that I have a different way of thinking than the others around me. Apart from the obvious this maybe true. Is there some way it's 'wired' differently or am I just looking for an excuse for my actions sometimes?
I admit that occasionally I have fits of jealosy. I often can't explain why I feel it, after all it's not in my life so why should it bother me? Got to realise that one thing does not make it all perfect for that person.
Other times I know I (def) worry and often over care about what others are doing. I try to get them to understand my way of thinking instead of just leaving them to figure it all out. If they fck up then they will learn.
There I times when I over care about a person, worry about how they are or how they are feeling. I know we are all friends and that's what friends should do but some times I know I am a bit much. Poss seems a bit weird at times? I don't mean it to be I just wanna help if I can. Then I often go the completley the other way to try and make up for it.
Thats not to say that no one around me does or acts the same. It just seems with me that it's maginfied or I seem to get more involved.
Well I don't know what all this means. Not making me go down any further, just a realisation post I suppose. Will I act on it? Do I need to? I am sounding like a real weirdo now?
I've hopefully just done something that will change the way i'm feeling, or at least a chance to get 'out there'...who knows? Too early to tell, I'll keep you posted.
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