Still climbing?

I've got my life. You've all got your's. Why does my seem so much crapper and less exciting? Yeah chill out and stop worrying about what others are doing. Just a bit hard, but not as bad I was feelin on it. Gonna have to start taking risks I think. Feeling too safe. Live for the moment and not what could be or what might happen after perhaps.

Still thinking confidence is the key. Now where do I get that? All my worries seem so insignificant and stupid. Whish I could find all the answers soon.

Don't care on anyones thinking, still think it's more difficult for me. Things could be so much easier. No real regrets on it, just pondering on the flip side. Na not me.

Should I just leave it all for a bit? Step back, see what happens? Can I take that path?

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Didn't really intend to write all this, just came out. Prob best cos not really thinkin about it too much just typing. Believe it or not just got back from a really good night. Really happy about it so not sure where that all came from. Never mind, all out for now, just a being a bit weird.