Still not where I want this blog to be going but can't help how I'm feeling, at least i've made it on to here. How long before it dies I dunno.

Just feel so angry and annoyed at alot of stuff right now. Got no idea why. Some of it important, some of it just stupid stuff that shouldn't bother me.

Hate feeling like this cos I just wanna be happy for a bit. It all seems to be a bit shite. One thing after another. Think you got one thing finnished and along comes something else, or even better a couple at once. Try talking and either can't really expalin, feel they are partly listening, thinking here he goes again or just don't really care that much. I'm sure that none are really the case. Just my head again.