About?

Got no idea wat I'm about anymore. Totally lost where I'm going or wat's up with me. Seem to be nice one minute, spitting venom the next. Viscious circle of being unhappy about things and so not being in the best of moods, then being unhappy cos of my mood swings.

Know it's not good being with me sometimes. I know that I can't be the best to talk to sometimes. Thinking that is why there are quiet periods. Try to take myself away from it all but often feel cut off. I try to stop it. I try to keep a lid on it, but sometimes surpressing it just makes it worse and it explodes thru worse than it I had just let it out.

Strange feeling that I've matured a lot over the past few years, but in some areas more so than others. At times I feel I've got progressed past 18. Got to that age and certain parts of my brain stopped. Perhaps it's the whole self discovery thing. I thought I knew what I was all about but I was wrong.