Crazy?

Came to blog and wrote it out, then wasn't gonna push the button, then did...

Not quite sure but I'm beginning to think I'm some kind of depressive or something. Everything can seem to be fine the suddenly I'm down again. It seems to go in a constant cycle. Nothing ever really seems to trigger it off, it just seems to hit me.

If you're reading this and really do suffer from depression I'm sorry, just saying how it feels to me and what happens.

Sometimes it can send me right down and this is when I feel the most emotional and, feel stupid for typing it, feel I need to let it all out and cry. Never do tho, summin stops me. (Think it sounds worse than it is). Other times it's not as bad and soon all passes. Never really let anyone know or in 'cos I usually just feel stupid, wanna try and sort it myself and don't see no real point.

Just having general coversations with some, this kinda seems how they can be. So I dunno if I need to worry or if I need to sort it some way. Prob me making more of it than it needs. Just been on my mind so thought I'd let it out.

I know this blog can often make me sound weird. That's part of the point of this blog, would rather place it all here than infict it on the people around me.