All change

Just realised it is well over a month since I last put anything down here. Had a couple of things I could have said but either decided not to or just didn't get round to it.

Just got back from a week in Malta with four of my friends. Was a good one but now some where in the middle, feel good from that but not so good comming back and 'normal' life continuing.

It's been a bit up and down the past couple of weeks. Waiting to find out things and having changes come up. Have a feeling that it's going to continue epsecially as I know alot is going to change quite soon. Some I can help go smoothly. Some are totally out of my control and so I guess I'm more worried about these, how I'm gonna deal with it and how it's gonna affect. Again it's not just one thing at a time...

Def been on my mind the past couple of days as the Malta hol was comming to and end. Was gonna say some stuff but never got a chance and not make it all about me. I guess it's the fear of going through it all and not coming out the other end alright. That you have't lost some one or some thing.