I don't mean too.....

I don't mean too and i didn't mean too. It just kinda happens, I knew it would happen. Can't do it sensibly can I? Nope just rush in do it and regret as soon as it's done. Dunno wat it is, summin just takes over and bam, it's out. End of. No matter what i do and say from then on it's there just hanging. No apologies, tired of sayin them.