Tonite

Was thinking of a load of stuff to blog but can't really remember any of it. The danger of pre-planning an entry I suppose.

Ever get the feeling you are alone?

Did sit at first thinking what a sad, lonely guy I had become. Got a few looks at first, but I'm never gonna see those people again. The longer it got, and the more relaxed I became, the less I cared. Not my fault some of my friends are slackers (only aimed at certain people). Just thought 'bolox! Quite thinking and act!' Didn't quite make it too where I wanted, but it's a start.

Did conclude that there are far to many good looking straight guys...maybe i'm just too much of a sucker for the tatts and/or piercing thing...maybe that's to much info? Hey, my blog, deal with it.

Has made me realise, even more, that I need more people outside of my frendship group. A shame, but true. Nothing against them and def not havin a go. just need to try and branch out more. A reocurring theme throughout out this blog I know. Just feel I'm being left even further behind. My fault, not theirs and something I need to address and deal with.

All in all not a bad nite...always thinking and pondering tho...