Hello

Not checked in for a while so thought I'd just make a post cos I'm a bit bored. Done a few things since last post and not really been thinking about things so much. Dunno if that is good or bad?

Been an ok couple of weeks. Just gettin the feeling I'm slipping a bit now but not sure why. Maybe just cos I'm not really doing much. Just trying to chill with a bit of tunage but would be happy with a disraction. Never mind.

Playing a bit of the avoiding game. Mainly cos I'm a little scared of the unkown, a bit cos I'm thinking I may have left it a little long and...because of another excuse that i can't be bothered to think of right now. Hey ho...

I wanna go out and have some fun...not that I haven't been and no dissrespect to anyone that I have been out with...a different kinda fun. Difficult to explain. Just still know I'm missin out on shit. Wanna go and do it on my own but at the same time need others there. Things I've done or sorted are just not goin how I thought they would.