Wasted

Had it in the back of my mind for the past month, poss more, and it's suddenly become bigger. A feeling that I've wasted the past 6 or so years of my life. These years were possibly there for me to get a proper start in life, a chance to prove and make something for myself. Now I'm sat here thinking what the fck have I done and what the fck do I do? The rut has become a trench.