Wasted time

Been thinking about all the wasted time I seem to have in my life. Whether it's been just me sitting around doing nothing or waiting for others, be it to make a descion or just for them to be around. I know that it's not their fault and it goes back to me needing to be more independant I suppose. Even at the weekends I seem to have gone back the Saturday shopping thing, just going for the sake of going just so it feels like I'm doing something. Loads of people seem to be able to keep themselves occupied and have stuff to do but I just seem to keep going down the same path, ususally just looking straight ahead. I'm still not really sure what I want or where I'm going, trying to figure it but just keep getting more confused. Try to get myself busy but can never seem to think of anyhting worth while to do. I just don't seem to have a proper interest in anything and it's begininning to piss me off.