Letting go

I thought I could do this but now I'm not so sure. It's certainly testing me and how much i can take or put myself through. I knew it was going to happen, I just didn't realise it would be so soon and all so quick. Feels like things are being stripped away and I'm just here standing alone watching it. Even the closer ones I feel are fading. Well i suppose I've just gotta face it and let you all go. There's nothing I can do, no point in trying to change it, I will just get hurt even more. Just let it run it's natural course and see how and where it ends.