Tired

I feel physically and mentally tired. This morning at work it just came over me, this whole drained feeling. Stood there thinking can I carry on? Not entirely sure why. I feel part of it is just me thinking and usually worrying stuff, be it something or someone. I'm tired of reading more into situations and what is said than there is, then going away and worrying about being a dick and pissing people off. I just don't stop. I'm tired of trying to sort it all out. I don't mind the whole process, I like to help and I know I need to sort stuff, but sometimes it all gets a bit much and I need to take a step back. Even then I don't feel relaxed and still have to go back whether it be actually to it or just in my head.

I feel sometimes after it is all sorted that it's gets thrown back at me or it's not been appriciated. That can explain how I am and how i react, not always, but sometimes. I know I can get more involved than I should. Just makes me feel that there was no point and that it had just been a waste of time energy. Not sure....just thinking this part is me making more out of it than is meant and being my usual insecure self...

None of this means that I want people to stop comming to me for help with the problems and stuff. Wouldn't be much of a friend if I just stop listening and helping. This is all just how I feel at the moment and how long it will last I dunno. Just have to see.