Reply to comment from Erm....

(I started to write this in the comment bit of my last post but think It may be worth a main post now. Prob best, if you've not, to read all that first)

Hi Crallspace! Thanx for the comment. Think what you said made a lot of sense and is very true.

Most of the time the only chance I get to catch up with mates is the weekend. We can go all week without any communication and then just meet up on a Friday and/or Saturday. In one way this is ok, a chance to see what each other has been doing without running out of stuff to say. In another I feel bad about it. No I shouldn't need them in my life for the entire week. Sometimes I feel it's a 'pick-up and drop' kinda thing and I'm surrounded by too many of those people. I hoped I wasn't one ot them. Maybe we all are to an extent.

Maybe that's the problem. I can't seem to have time to myself. if i'm going through or doing something then if no one else is there I feel it a wasted moment. A shame cos really it should be a time to enjoy the unique experince or use it to learn things about myself.

As you said, and I hope, it will be all OK. Don't think anyone really has it all figured out. Life would prob be very boring if they had. And yes definatley worries!