Me

Feel I'm always apologising in some way for what I've done or said. Just trying, at the moment and having been told, to do what I think is right. Look back and see that maybe it wasn't, feel crap about it and then have to try and make it up some how. Is that the problem, the trying to work it out after? Should I just leave it as what I've said or done?

Chilling out and stopping the worrying is the key, but I don't think I will ever completely work like that. Not me I'm afraid. Should I and do I have to keep saying sorry for the way I am?