Getting too much

Ok while you were away I missed you. While you are here you piss me off. Just can't win. Def time to start thinkin of own space.

Wish i had come on and typed when it was goin cos now don't feel so much about it now.

yes ok it is slightly an important thing but i've got far more important stuff to be sortin out, physically and in my head. You have no clue. Part of that is down to me. Yep I tell you stuff but only as much as I wanna and sometimes more cos I can't reach anyone else at that point.

Knew I shouldn't have mentioned it cos you would then go on and on for god knows how long. Then you wonder why I start being sarcy or get in a mood. Just leave me too it, I'll sort it in my own time when I'm ready. Maybe that isn't good enough and maybe it does need sortin quicker but I get there eventually in my own time. I do vaguely know what i'm doin.

Think I tell you more than most others do but it's never the major stuff. Maybe I would tell you more and maybe let you in more if I knew I wouldn't get the reactions and the repeats I do.

There is one major problem in all I've typed and all i'm thinkin....I do see myself in you......

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On a totally seperate subject....I don't mean to always write negative things one here. Can imagine people reading all this and thinking 'moan...moan...moan'. Just means I direct less of it a others and gives me a way to think through some stuff.