Wheeee!

It's funny how one person saying something can make your head go wheeeee! At first it was a negative reaction, then as I sat and thought it became more positive.

I guess I decided I needed to do it because I was fed up with living in a pit. But then as time went on I realised deep down it was for another reason. One I thought of at the end, and even typed about, but only know really thinking what it meant. It was a way of getting rid of the old me. The one I knew and had become realively comfortable being but knowing it wasn't who I really was. Only now am I thinking it was a way of sayin I am happy with who I've become now.

It's been a bumpy couple of years but I'm getting there. Was a way of saying this is me now and I've accepted it. Of course being around accepting people helped me along this track. It's still a long one, but one day/event at a time.

Sometimes feel I can go on about it to much. Don't think people need reminding every time. Unfortunately it's important to me and that's the way I am. I need to talk about it sometimes, cos just how i listen and try to help others, I need that in return. Thankfully I do get that most of the time.