Here I go again?

Here I go again....I think. Not sure how to take the first step, what to do or say. The longer I leave the worse it will become and appear. Dunno why but seems more difficult as there's as some one elase started it this time. Dunno what's been said and how they have reacted to it.

Keep thinking just go for it.....but how? All about the confindence. Well i'm screwed then! Whatever I do and how it pans out I'm not gonna get so hung-up on it this time....yeah ok. As was said to me "I reckon u got more to gain than loose yeah?...Take the oppotunity and have some fun!" Why is it so difficult....I'm such a knob!