How's it going?

Well here we are over half way through the first month of '07. Thought of my previous post and think I need to do a constant check on myself to see how I'm doing and progressing.

Well I've been smoke free for a week now. Pretty good going as I've not manged that the previos two weeks. kinda helped that I've had a shitty cold thing so not really felt like it. Plus I've not bought any and the ones I had are long gone. Went to the pub last night and so managed to past that test aswell, althought again had none and wasn't offered any. Still prety pleased with all this.

The freinds thing. Well an on going thing but still moving forward on that. Did have a slight lapse mid-week but got myself out of it. So still going good on that...I hope...hmmm reasurance issues?

The going out thing. Hasn't been that bad. Went up to london last week to the Russian Winter festival and then onto a few bars and a club. Again the bars turned out different to what I was in my head. Wasn't really my fault but didn't help I was being pushed into things that were not right for the time or place.

Think I need to do things in my own time. Maybe a gentle nudge now and them but not a great big shove. def not n in a place where everyone was blatantly with some one...how it looked anyway. As was said after, I did that to them then I have a feeling I would get some abuse back. Didn't seem bad at the time but looking back I'm kinda pissed. And it's not the first time.

The rest of the week not been that productive cos of the cold thingy. Just not felt like doin anything and just been managing work. Alot better now so forwards it is!

The job thing and sortin myself out kinda goes with what I've put above.

Well mostly a positive post/week/progression. Can't do it all at once but but at least I'm still looking forward.