Comming here

Been thinking today how sometimes I come on here type stuff, go away, and then forget what I have tyed. Occassionally I have to come back and read posts I have written to see what I was thinking or feelin. Just seems I use this as a way of gettin rid of how I feel and think and that once it is on here that is it, I don't have to deal with it any more. It's forgotten until it comes and smacks me round the head again.

Not sure if that is how most use their blogs, once it is out, floating around wherever this goes, then it's kinda dealt with. I suppose it's a way of letting out the emotion you are feeling at the time. Is that a good thing, to use this in that way rather than go deal with the problem? To let it go on by typing about it rather than facing it? i know that's how I sometimes work. Hoping some one will read and have a brilliant piece of advice they will share and make it all good. Nope never works.

Not saying all blogs are like this. Some are brilliant and good to read. Those who do use them as a way of venting their spleen don't the whole time.

Another way of looking at it is that it shows we are all really the same. We all have problems, emotions and feelings and that they are all of the same basic things. You can always find a blog that mirrors your own in one way or another.

All of this doesn't mean I'm gonna stop blogging. Although I think I lost where I was going with this or the reason I stareted it. Just thinking about the reasons I do it and why. Think I need to deal with things more so than I've started to rather than just sitting here typing about them.